Rachel, 49, Business Design, Sussex
"I was in a 'Watershed' of a weekend as I was having lots of tears and my frustration was high when I received a Tantric massage/sacred spot activation from Sanjay. Choosing to allow myself to receive a bodywork session based on pleasure rather than 'processing' my 'stuff' had unexpected results: I softened into myself, and I realized I was scared to feel the raw intensity of emotion and feelings that were flowing through me, which made me aware of just how much energy I was having to employ to keep these feelings under control.
I was afraid to be seen; I learned that my tears are precious and I truly felt and received just how big my own heart is and how much it's holding. I laughed, cried and felt shy and supported to feel the whole range and gamut of feelings in all their glorious intensity.
If you are a woman who is driven, has high standards and is always busy then I invite you to gift yourself a Tantric Massage. Sanjay offers a safe, fun, playful and sacred space to feel ALL of you; to drop down into the layers and waves moving under the surface and discover you...Your juicy pleasure and your grief and the whole range in between.
After the massage I felt truly quiet within, my body aglow with all these soft, tingly, buzzy sensations from head to toe - I felt connected to my core, on the inside - I was conscious of a vertical channel from my womb to my heart and throat and up through my crown. I find that even 2-3 weeks later I am more conscious of the 'heart-womb river - the river that flows two ways at the core of my physical being.
In a culture that conditions us to think that we only deserve pleasure if we've 'earned' it, choosing to gift yourself a Tantric Massage is a radical, if not revolutionary act of self-love. I found this gift that I both emptied through tears and filled up, breathing in pleasurable sensations and being seen and witnessed in a space of total allowance for who I was at the moment.
Oh and if you don't yet know Sanjay, is also a brilliant coach, asking great questions which lead to greater awareness of hidden motivations and your inner reality as it is now."
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